Senyum Munafik yg menentramkan hati

Beginning all be fine, and sure all of this will be fine.
Keadaan berubah di awal tahun 200’’. Semua berbalik 180’. Before, never day without smile, all person respect to him. Im not understand they respect to him because credibility or others. He is a wise ‘n smart ‘n all person love to. He never say no to help ‘n assist other people. He prepared to help other with all of capability. And nothing rare he grope pocket in clothes is more big for other people. All he do, because he care to them. Now, he is more quite at home and be alone, never no a sweet smile out from lip, every day he sit and quite at home, just watching news from TV and every morning he just give provisions to the pet he have. He never again sit to talk with the person next door like before, just feel bitter heart. That is reverse with behavior person to him, never no smile expression greeting from person like before. And never no line silaturrahmi like before. Now, just object of ridicule person and smile liar from sweet smooth.


Salute to him,………
Treatment like this not although frown tongue. Treatment like this he respons wint sweet smile from smooth. That’s the matter I like, at home where’s he stay. I never see he smile like previously. He concistent stiff with all of this now. Sometime he fall tears. Suddenly I swallow spittle when he weep in front of me. Inside my heart I talk “what can I do for him?”
Im quite without say at the same time. Listen story of him : he said to me, “ what’s wrong with my self, not one person care to me. All of previously when I give something I never have a request some little but now he response me with like this, maybe that is a reward all of I do for them.

Thank’s God with condition like this I can rest at the place is comfortable ( not warm and cold ) I can enjoyable the food was your give. One more I say thanks to my God you give me healthy continue until now. The reason why I say thanks coZ any conditions at outher is more suffering than me.

More lesson I can from this. One note important “ I must say thanks to God with conditions anything. What’s God give is the best for me”. Important “many person in Indonesian respect without credibility or dedication but he just respect with money he have”.
Keep doit good to other people, surely at your self if the good person will have reward good to.

iRi hAti

wHere yOu came from?

Sometime I feel hate with my self, but actually the case is to material ‘iri hati’ is not so important at all. I try not to but I can’t handle my self. I try t thanks all the things that god give to me. Maybe im not strong to control my mind. Im just boy to try be a good boy. Not me, Every person definite Feel of ‘iri hati’ although more little. Actually, why there is ‘iri hati’ at world. Aaahhhh, I don’t care with all, I hate my self if ‘iri hati’.

What about you sob, iri hati “where came from”?